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Am I A Murderer’s Janet Holt says she ‘thought she was drowning’ in horrific nightmares after ‘killing’ her boss
Am I A Murderer’s Janet Holt tells of the terrible nightmares she experienced where she thought she was “drowning” in the decades before she confessed to the murder of her boss.
Fred Handford, a farm owner in canada goose clearance sale New Mills, Derbyshire, went missing in March canada goose store 1976, and there was no news about what could have happened to him until years later, when his business partner, Janet, confessed to having murderered him.
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Helen suggested she seek therapy as she wanted more information about what happened with Fred and the nightmares, so Janet sought help from a therapist, having EMDR treatment.
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canada goose clearance sale Canada Goose online Janet booked just four hours of therapy, but her final hour of treatment lasted five hours, and her therapist eventually called an ambulance when canada goose deals she struggled to wake her, as she sat in a “trance.” canada goose clearance sale
canada goose store Janet was deeply troubled canada goose clearance by this, and revealed to Helen her therapy had unearthed detailed, clear memories of Fred raping her. canada goose store
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canadian goose jacket canada goose outlet Janet say: “He started talking to me like, ‘We can get married, and we can run the farm together, and we can have children,’ and I’m like, ‘Wjhat on earth are you talking about?’ canadian goose jacket
canada goose factory sale “And then I remembered I thought he was going to do it again, I was sure. He was standing against the door, I couldn’t get out, so I shot him. canada goose factory sale
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Canada Goose sale They also exposed her criminal past of spending 11 months in prison for embezzlement, though Janet says this was out of character and “Fred changed me.” Canada Goose sale
Meanwhile, his family believe her confession, though express their anger at her for sullying his name over the rape, despite admitting to buy canada goose jacket cheap his past of violence against women.
canada goose coats They also suggest she made things up to get her hands on the farm after Fred died, but in actual fact his daughter, Lynette, inherited it, before selling it to Janet years later. canada goose coats
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